My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. Excuse me?? I’m lost??………………..

Well here we have it another week down and another month of this year gone!! I mean its April already!!! That is quite scary!!!! On to other matters. I am sure that you have been wondering what happened at the hypnotherapist appointment? If i am honest i wasn't expecting a miracle cure so i went… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. Excuse me?? I’m lost??………………..

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. Excuse me??? I’m lost???………………..

So to another blog. What more drama can he come up with now? I hear you asking? Well i shall indulge you. I have lost all fight. I am weak, i'm tired, i'm depressed, i'm cold even though the weather may well be changing here. I have reached new depths of desperation in wanting to… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. Excuse me??? I’m lost???………………..

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. Excuse me?? I’m lost???………….

Thought i would start a blog and see where it takes me. I am not 100% sure what to write as there is so much going on at the moment i am not really sure where to start. The beginning is always best is it not? I have started the new job. Its ...........well different...........… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. Excuse me?? I’m lost???………….

My name is Matt Christian and I have an eating disorder. Excuse me? I’m lost????

Well 11 days since the last post. End of the journey after 6 months. I have left the job. How do I feel??? Still confused is the answer. Still feeling like i have failed. I finished on Thursday after a 7 days in a row, 3 closes in a row which obviously meant late nights… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and I have an eating disorder. Excuse me? I’m lost????

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues……………………..

Well hello there. Do i continue??????? I am experiencing some blockage in the writing department. Mainly because i have no feelings at the moment......................... Strange statement i know. But sadly i do not feel anything. I am back at work after my week off and if i am honest i still have the hollow feeling.… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues……………………..

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues………………………..

Hey guys hope this finds you well? I was advised after i posted my last blog that i should include some fashion....... So here it is. I went shopping Saturday and bought some Prada boots and a Dolce&Gabbana t-shirt. So on to the rest of the blog......................... Wednesday was the health check. For those who… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues………………………..

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues…………………….

Welcome to mid week. I am feeling a little emotional as i write this. I am not even sure why??? I am currently 4 days into my holiday and having done a few bits and pieces at home that i needed to do, i still feel as though i have A) Not achieved much B)… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues…………………….

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues……………………..

Well here we are again. Hope you are all well? It has been over a week since my last blog. I am pretty sure i said that i would post a few more blogs this year? Sadly this has not worked out so far. I am currently in the old coffee shop sitting here writing… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues……………………..

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. My new journey……………………..

Hey guys. Hope you are all well? I start this particular blog with an admission. I HAVE BEEN RESTRICTING PRETTY BAD since my last blog.............................. I wish to apologise for letting you all down. I ended the last blog by saying i do not know where this leaves me? I still do not know? My… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. My new journey……………………..

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. My new journey……………….

Hi guys hope you are all well as ever? I want to start this weeks blog by sharing with you the thoughts i had at lunch the other Friday. My shift at work was 1-10 pm. My break came between 4-5pm. I went off and had my usual safe foods from the food court. Once… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. My new journey……………….