My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. I’m going solo…………………..

Hello and welcome to another blog. Hope you are well? I am not in the best of places as i write this. In fact i am fed up to the back teeth. Things have taken a downward turn since the last blog. I hear you sigh....... Believe me i am as fed up of this… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. I’m going solo…………………..

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. Excuse me?? I’m lost??………………..

Well here we have it another week down and another month of this year gone!! I mean its April already!!! That is quite scary!!!! On to other matters. I am sure that you have been wondering what happened at the hypnotherapist appointment? If i am honest i wasn't expecting a miracle cure so i went… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. Excuse me?? I’m lost??………………..

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. Excuse me?? I’m lost???………….

Thought i would start a blog and see where it takes me. I am not 100% sure what to write as there is so much going on at the moment i am not really sure where to start. The beginning is always best is it not? I have started the new job. Its ...........well different...........… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. Excuse me?? I’m lost???………….

My name is Matt Christian and I have an eating disorder. Excuse me? I’m lost????

Well 11 days since the last post. End of the journey after 6 months. I have left the job. How do I feel??? Still confused is the answer. Still feeling like i have failed. I finished on Thursday after a 7 days in a row, 3 closes in a row which obviously meant late nights… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and I have an eating disorder. Excuse me? I’m lost????

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues…………………..

Hello from a very snowy and cold UK. Seems we have a little bit of snow touching down here. Now snow is something that we seem not to be prepared for this country everything seems to come to a standstill and panic sets in!!!!!! Now do not get wrong the weather is not great roads… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues…………………..

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues………………

Hey guys let me just post this to illustrate how i am feeling at the moment. I love this song for other reasons. However the quickness of the rifts perfectly reflect my life and head since i last posted. https://youtu.be/rTEnnyqA71k   All the fun of the fair as you can tell....... It has been a… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues………………

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues……………………

Hi................ Hope you guys are well?? Few days rest from the blog for you guys, which i am sure you are glad about......... Things have not exactly been great since the last post, i have had a lot on my mind what with work and wanting to try and push on with recovery. I went… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues……………………

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues……………………..

Well hello there. Do i continue??????? I am experiencing some blockage in the writing department. Mainly because i have no feelings at the moment......................... Strange statement i know. But sadly i do not feel anything. I am back at work after my week off and if i am honest i still have the hollow feeling.… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues……………………..

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues………………………..

Hey guys hope this finds you well? I was advised after i posted my last blog that i should include some fashion....... So here it is. I went shopping Saturday and bought some Prada boots and a Dolce&Gabbana t-shirt. So on to the rest of the blog......................... Wednesday was the health check. For those who… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues………………………..

My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues…………………….

Welcome to mid week. I am feeling a little emotional as i write this. I am not even sure why??? I am currently 4 days into my holiday and having done a few bits and pieces at home that i needed to do, i still feel as though i have A) Not achieved much B)… Continue reading My name is Matt Christian and i have an eating disorder. The journey continues…………………….